兒時遭受性侵成人後的性議題研究

Abstract

本研究旨在探索兒時遭受的性侵發生的情境脈絡，了解兒時遭受性侵的當事人成人後的性經驗，並嘗試從文化的角度來理解成人後的性經驗。本研究主要採取的研究方法是質化研究，資料蒐集方法採取立意取樣的方法，運用半結構式的深入訪談，訪談了八位兒時遭受性侵的男女當事人。受訪者的來源以兩岸的社交網站為主，也包括一位由安置機構推薦。資料分析方法採取敘事分析方法，對八位研究參與者的生命經驗進行描述。本研究的主要研究結果如下：1）性侵發生的情境脈絡之多元性，有的很曖昧，有的很隨意，也有的是威脅生命的恐懼。很多影響都不是性侵當下所造成的，而是後來受訪者了解了社會對於性侵或是性的論述之後，才讓受訪者對自己的性自我產生了負面的看法。2）性經驗的部分，八位受訪者都發生過至少一次的不同程度的性行為，大部分受訪者沒有極端化的性行為，沒有受訪者成為性侵加害人，也沒有受訪者遭受再一次性侵害，但有兩位遭受了性騷擾。此外，在和伴侶的性行為中，不少受訪者都面臨過非自願的性行為。有五位受訪者屬於正向的性自我。3）性文化的部分，處女情結在異性交往過程中仍然對受訪女性有很大的影響。婚前性行為的道德壓力逐漸式微，婚外性行為的道德壓力仍然存在。同志文化在大學生文化中更加被接納。本研究發現兩岸對於性侵確實有不同的處理文化，在面對社會不同的回應之下，性經驗可能完全不同。

The purpose of this research is to examine the complexity of the context of the childhood sexual abuse, and to understand the sex life of adults who experienced sexual abuse during their childhood, from the perspective of the sexual culture. This qualitative research used semi-structured guidelines to interview eight male and female research participants. Most of the participants saw the research recruitment in the social media, and one participant came from the recommendation of a placement agency. Eight narrative stories are presented here to offer some relevant insights. The main findings are presented as follows: 1) Context of sexual abuse: The context is very ambiguous, or seems to be very casual, or can be very threatening. Many negative influences of sexual abuse came from the way the society talks about sex, not from the sexual abuse itself. 2) Sexual activities: All eight participants experienced at least one sexual activity. Most of the participants did not engage in high risk sexual activities, or showed no sexual interest at all. None of the participants became sexual offenders, nor experienced re-victimization; however, two participants suffered sexual assaults. Many participants had unwanted sexual activities with their partners. Besides, Five participants have positive sexual self schema. 3) Sex culture: During the heterosexual relationship, the virgin complex still has a huge influence on the female participants. While premarital sexual activities are accepted by the society, extramarital sexual activities are not. Gay culture is very welcome in the universities. The subsequent sexual activities can be completely different due to the different reactions from the society.